Friday, April 17, 2009
As it turns out, This is not for me
When I wrote this stuff, it was almost fetish-like. Now, I've had the freedom to try these things in reality, it's lost its allure. In Austin, Texas, I can go to monthly events where I can see people playing in every form of BDSM pleasure and it's lost it's allure to me. What I've found out about myself is that there is nothing better than conventional hot sex with pure honest emotions. Maybe I'm so far over the hill that I have to take it easy.... but the genuine truth telling for me is that you try to find someone to love and it doesn't matter what they like and dislike, all you want to do is to please them and try to keep them close. Affection is what it's all about, give your love in every way you can and with some luck love will come back to you someday, someway, somehow...
